i'm bored.. been staying at home for days.. yeahx.. no outings.. basically rotting at home facing a pile of undone hw and i dunno where to start from..
friday went to bbq at ade's house then stayed over.. chatted lots.. yeahx.. but basically revolving around same old pple.. same old topics... haha.. okok.. refer to
jinhua's blog for contents.. haha.. yeahx.. then after that went home.. lucky daddy told mi that the buffet was changed to nite.. i get to sleep from 12 to 5.. yeahx.. replenished on lost sleep and went out again.. reached grandma house and realise it was not exactly a buffet.. haha.. like at adeline's bbq, the food were ordered from bbq wholesale centre.. just that they werre cooked not raw.. not bad lahx.. but feel that order then bbq it on our own is better bahx.. tastier too.. ever since the bbq i have been rotting at home.. go jogging alone.. swimming alone.. everything alone.. seems like i've gradually slowly turning into a loner siahx.. doing everything alone.. ok.. i'm losing friends.. more and more of them.. well.. enough of being sad.. i still have my family.. yeahx.. that's worth being happy..
ok.. from this loner experiences.. i've found out the pros and cons of being alone.. pros is that i can do watever i wan lahx.. no need to think on whether how others look at mi.. can do everything without worries.. nice? however, its real miserable when u need someone to talk to... yeahx.. stupid thoughts..
realise if i continue i mite turn into a pessimist or saddist.. shall stop..
miracleshappenx
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